open letter

My love, I can not stand this anymore. It is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this, it just becomes too much to bear. I can not sleep tonight from thinking of you.
I just have to tell you, to share with you the sacred part of my inner, secret life, the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always say. I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing emotions. I think of my feelings, my love for you not with craving or with hope or even desire, but just with a kind of wonder that such thing could be. You have opened my eyes to how love should see; you have opened my heart to how love should feel.
This time, we are surrounded by possibilities of choice, open doors and wide horizons, which may come between us. I hope that they could eventually bring us together. Though you are far away, you’re all that I can see, I carry you with me through all my days and I miss you more that I can say. Remember that I love you no less than how I loved you the time that I said yes. I love you more today than yesterday.
I know I have a tendency to be impetuous at times, thus the reason for this letter. I love you and I am waiting for the day when I can feel your arms around me.
There are many things in life that people wish for such as cars, big houses, great jobs and more. All I want in my life is you and your love. We have been through storms and back into the light over and over again. Through the weeks we’ve spent together, my love for you have continued to grow and grow. Right now all I want you to know is my love for you will never die. I will always be yours...and I hope you will always be mine...
Carlo Miguel CruzComment