My Big Guy



I can’t help but feel sad.  In a few days you will go and move into another land.  I know you will meet new friends, and maybe forgot about me.  I know, I can imagine you saying, “Never” then probably hug me to give me more assurance.  I must learn to face life without seeing you at the feast, a day without a text nor a bbm message from you, or even your silly strategy to prove to me that I am still gullible..  I know that I am going to miss you so much.

My dear good friend, don’t mind me.  Even if it hurts me so much to see you go, I want you to know that I wish you well.  I hope you will be happy and settle there comfortably. I hope that you will build good relationships there.  I know you will not have a problem in building a social circle because you have such a winning personality.  My only wish is that you will remember to send me an email or find time to chat with me online whenever.  No, don’t find the time, you may not find it. Just make the time, okay.  Oh, forgive me for being such a demanding friend. (big smile :D )

Thank you for being such a good friend of mine, more than that, thank you for being one of my circle of trust. Thank you for being there to listen, to give me a hug or a pat on my back, to make me smile when all I want to do is cry. Thank you for always driving for me whenever I feel lazy to do so. Thank you for accepting me. I will forever cherish the memories that we made. You still owe me a few things, Gubat sa siyudad, isaw and trinoma date, but it's good that you still owe me those things. This will give you a reason to come back (conceited mode hahahah) Thank you for being you. Thank you for the constant reminders to bring an umbrella, yet I still don't bring one and when it rain, I will call you. As I said last night, "Paano na ako pag wala ka na? Sino na magsasaway sa akin? Who will make me laugh or smile if I'm sad?" I will always remember the days we shared.

Of all the many people that surround us, I wonder how one person can affect the life of another.  I pray that you will stay and not leave us, but we also don't want to stop you in pursuing your dreams.  I can’t be selfish.  My priority is your happiness. I will continue to pray for you and wish you luck as you face this new phase of your life.
And so I bid you “Bon Voyage, My Friend.”  Please don’t look back as you go, Bon voyage.  Be happy.  God bless you. Until we meet again.


Carlo Miguel CruzComment